19th Sunday in Ordinary Time – Year A

Today’s readings invite us to reflect on our faith in the midst of fear and uncertainty. We are reminded that God is always present, however, not often where we expect him to be, and that the great challenge of the Christian life is to trust him when the winds are against us.
In the first reading, Elijah is exhausted, discouraged, and fearful. He has done God’s work faithfully, yet everything seems to be falling apart. Standing on Mount Horeb, he experiences wind, earthquake, and fire. These are dramatic signs, but the Lord is not in them. Finally, Elijah hears a tiny whispering sound, a still small voice, and there he encounters God.
How often do we look for God in the big and dramatic scenes of life. Yet more often God comes quietly. He speaks to us through prayer, through Scripture, and through the Sacraments. The problem is not that God is silent. The problem is that we need to be silent through the busyness of our daily lives.
In our Gospel today, we hear Jesus walking on the water. A dramatic encounter with God involving an intensive manifestation of Jesus’ divine power. The disciples came face to face with the divine person of Jesus, the shroud of mystery briefly pulled back to reveal his true identity.
We hear Jesus didn’t not accompany his disciples in the boat. Instead, he sends them off ahead to the other side, while he stayed behind. Jesus wanted his quiet moment of prayer and solitude up the mountain, to pray to His heavenly Father.
Meanwhile the disciples were fighting for their lives against stormy weather for much of the night, the wind blowing hard against their boats, churning up big angry waves upon the sea of Galilee.
Galilee sits about 210 metres below sea level, making it one of the lowest freshwater lakes in the world. The lake is surrounded by hills and mountains, especially on the eastern side. Cold air rushing down from these heights collides with the warm air over the lake, creating sudden and violent storms.
With the surrounding terrain, that contains many ravines that act like wind tunnels, strong winds descend through these gaps, and they can strike the lake with very little warning, whipping up large waves very quickly.
The disciples managed to get close, a few miles from shore, during the 4th watch of the night, which is around the hours of 3 – 6am.
Suddenly they see Jesus walking towards the boat. Their first reaction was terror, as they thought it was a ghost. However, Jesus responds, ‘It is I’, hoping to calm their fears.
As we know, Peter asks to join him on the water, at first things start to go well, as Peter begins to stride across the waves, every step supported by a miracle of God. Peter shows himself being courageous towards his fellow disciples.
However, the situation quickly changes. Peter seeing how strong the wind was, let fear overpower his faith, Peter, took his eyes off the Lord, and he began to sink. All Peter could do, is to cry out, saying: Lord, Save me!
How many times do we panic and all we can do, is to cry out in desperation saying: Lord, Save me!
We can all find ourselves in stormy situations, sometimes we prevail and grow stronger, sometimes we falter. It is in these times of testing that can show us where our spiritual development is and where we need improvement, and to grow in our Christian maturity.
The heart of this Christian message, is salvation cannot be earned by having a perfect faith or being flawless in discipleship. We all need saving through the outstretched hand of Jesus on the cross.
As we gather around the altar today, we bring with us our own storms. Some may be visible; others may be hidden. Some of us may feel more like Elijah, exhausted and searching for God. Others may feel like the disciples, fighting against a headwind. Others may feel like Peter, sinking beneath the waves of fear or doubt.
Today’s message is simple: listen for the Lord’s voice, keep your eyes fixed on Christ, and never be afraid to cry out for help. God, who spoke to Elijah in a whisper, and God who grasped Peter by the hand, is the same Lord and God, who comes to us today in the Eucharist. When the storms rage around us, may we hear his words in our hearts: “Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid.” Amen.








